14.2.09

fake blood, fake brain, tin-body-kind of mood..

moody..my favourite friend lately..yeah...
it can be from a simple sentence from a friend or a plain action...
tak pasal2 moody lagi..

and saya dah banyak makan buah betik skarang..
tak taw nape..tapi macam mengidam la plak..sedaaaaap..
dan saya cuba kurangkan carbs..bukan crabs taw..
hmm, lama dah saya tak makan ketam...
ketam masak lomak..adeyh...
kecur liur bebehh..makin berlomak la badan den karang..

petang tadi ssanggatt gabra untuk amek exam accounting...
dan rase cam nak cubit2 kening invigilator tuh pasal datang lambat..
yeap..bukan lambat 5 minit..tatapi, 15 freaky minit...
cukup untuk membuatkan tekak ku loya kerna tak sabar2 nak mngeluarkan isi2 otak...
raihana pon cuak jugak...ingatkan aku sorang je..
time exam..soklan nye hampasgasmelepasberdasdasterbabasmasukwaddoblas tol...
kuar je pintu klas venue exam tuh..
ibarat aku pulang ke bilik menggunakan sayap invisible and
otak yang fake juga bersama salur darah yang tak berfungsi..
pasal badan aku rasa ringan2, otak aku mendenyut2 mengosongkan isi nya,
soul aku terbang entah ke mana...
tapi aku bahagia..bahagia kerana aku berusaha..tuhan tolong la saya dan kawan2..
pass kan kami dalam exam nih...

nasib aku bcampur tuah arini, pasal dapat dinner free..dapat beger + fries free..
selamat $4.20 aku...moga dicucuri rahmat tuan empunya bagai yang juga sahabat ku...
sambung pleasure time dengan melayan Cecelia Ahern dan sorang wanita yang boleh bace fikiran penderma darah nya..(sinopsis cerita tuh la, kawan!)
pas maghrib aku layan cerita yang menjadi kekaguman aku di zaman2 kanak2 riang ria ribena raya dulu..dan menyebabkan aku tak brape nak ngam ngan orang yang cantik gile perfect bergaye girlish educatedfromHarvard/Oxfordwhocares which dapat nama Tina, sorang yang sedikit kekasaran dan masih ada sifat2 kegadisan spt aku yang pakai name Anjali dan ade sorang besfren berjantina mamat tahap 'tak leh renggang walaopon mak aku suh balik kampung'..
mamat tuh lak, ala2 tak paham signal and nak mende yang hard to get je..
mende yang elok2 depan mate tak nak..nak jugak seksa2 diri untuk nak mende yang susah untuk didapatkan...sumtimes kita akan lebih appreciated mende/org tuh slps mende/org tuh hilang dari pandangan mate kita...manusia..lumrah la tuh...btw, mamat tuh name nye Rahul..
dan aku sebenar3nya tengok citer kuch kuch Hota hai..
hehehe...lepas tuh ak sambar laptop hajar drpd tuannya dan meng'on9' kan diri..on9 ounya on9 sambil marah2 kat FS n MS pasal takleh bukak..ak baru tersedar yang mate aku dah perit2 berpinar2 minta untuk direhatkan..skrin pon dah nampak ala2 kelabu asap je..
rupa2 nya da kul 4.30am!!!!!!!
ape la kamu tak tido lagi nih wahai mate...
ok2..nak tido la nih..
salamat dunia...moga jumpa kamoo lagi...
adios muchachos!

p/s: iloveu..eh salah..itu name novel la..
p/s/s: un'sangka'rable tol ak dapat wat entry panjang camneh..hehehe..

2.2.09

"Allah knows best..."

I kept reminding my self of this phrase lately.
'Why? ', u asked.
I dunno...
but, a few events occurred past these few days gave me a clear definition of this phrase with different kind of examples.

Allah knows best.

and He even mentioned (rough translation, dearies!) in the al-Quran: (i'll put up the no. of verse n surah once i got it eh kawan2..)

"...u may not know that the things that u hate may be good for u, and things that u like may not be good for u, for only Allah knows what is the best.."

> in contact with Omar & Nadia..after a longggg period of uncertainty..(yup, one BIG uncertainty and scary period for yours truly.)
>got to know DongBangShinKi (yes, they are a bunch of man that make women drool..literally..) and came to knew that it would not go to waste..
>got different classes with my gal-frens but after my class got cancelled, i coincidencely got the same class with them! (Subhanallah!)
>got a complete group of strangers with me in a co-curricular group (Halaqah), and i cekalkan hati and went through it well on the 1st meeting...guess who i met in da 2nd meeting?? Anisah!! (old roomie =p ~nice to see u 'gain Nissa!!) (Subhanallah!!)
>suggested to my group assignment members to pick out 2 folded paper each (main cabut2 nombor) , so that we can divide the number of articles to be searched equally (we only have 4 members, and 5 articles..) and i was hoping to not get the 5th one,so that i don't need to search for 2 articles while others only search for one only...and there i was, stuck with article #2 & #4...
again,ALLAH KNOWS BEST!
(tandanya, nak suruh kau tuh banyak2 menjejakkan kaki ke library, read more, think more and score MORE!)
>realized that, behind all these boycotting and banning (dah macam senyap sket skang eh??) of all those West-brand-u-know-who products, it means that the people of the world (read: ME!), supposely, can focus more on reduce the number in her 'kg', there will be less of burgers, fries, ice cream twirlled with Oreo and gassy drinks.

again folks, ALLAH KNOWS BEST!!!